Since I had recently moved to a new country, i was unable to take most of the shoes that i really like and could only take a few shoes. -cries- Since i have been here, i have really only gotten 3 other pairs of shoes.

1 black flat
1 k swiss runner
1 black suede platform boots with buckles

and ones i had with me

1 clear light up silver shoes
1 black mary jane chucky heeled shoes
1 black faux leather with sparkles in a flower design

out of all of these shoes, i wear the k swiss and black flats most often since i wear them to work. One days that i am not working, i alternate between the others, depending on my mood and the clothes i am wearing.

But, for the most part, i enjoy them all.

I've got a Crush on You
Ella Fitzgerald

How glad the many millions of timothys and williams
Would be to capture me
But you had such persistence,
You wore down my resistance
I fell, and it was swell

Youre my big and brave and handsome romeo
How I won you, I shall never, never know

Its not that youre attractive
But, oh, my heart grew active
When you came into view

Ive got a crush on you, sweetie pie
All the day and night-time,
Hear me sigh
I never had the least notion
That I could fall with so much emotion

Could you coo?
Could you care
For a cunning cottage we could share?
The world will pardon my mush
cause Ive got a crush, my baby, on you

(instrumental break)

Could you coo?
Could you care
For a cunning cottage we could share?
The world will pardon my mush
cause Ive got a crush, my baby, on you

Yes, Ive got a crush, my baby, on you

I am in love with my husband Pascal Angeline. He is the most special to me. Always makes me smile when I am down. He always makes me laugh when I am angry at him (bugger), and he always knows exactly what I am thinking.

He is my one, my all, my everything.

Last night I had a dream that I had gone to Central London and suddenly a 'Battle Royale' came through the city. It was all women and men for themselves. Everyone had to have a few guns to protect themselves and kill other people before they were killed themselves. For me, my guns were left in a bag I had accidently left in Trafalgar square, and I had to race over the city to get my bag with the guns in it.

Almost everywhere I ran I was shot it, closely being aimed and just bearly missing getting shot somewhere on my body. I was lucky, thus far. After running through the 'shooting range' cast all over the city, I finally located my bag, and I took out a Glock, aiming and pulling the trigger..


that was all i remember since i was distrubed by a phone call, that rudely woke me up.

For me, I plan on making my hubby from Huevo Rancheros for breakfast on Sunday (our weekends don't start until Sunday). He has never had it before, so I think it would be a nice treat for him.

Then we will head over to Camden town, or as the patrions so lovingly call it " where all the freaks go in london". That'll be nice. On Monday we will go to Elephant and Castle so that I may try to find panca pepper for Peruvian dishes for the hubby.

On February the 2nd 8pst, my coven perform a ritual dedicated to Imbolc.

Under the cut is the rite the HP and four other members performed. I was one of them, doing water.
 (Yes I know this is a tad late to post, but I have been busy.

Hope everyone had a Blessed Imbolc, though.

( Imbolc Rite )

It was my mother who taught me how to cook. I got very interested in it at a very young age, and not only was I cooking, but I was baking as well. I made my very first cake, baked with no help of any body, at the age of 4. I even started to take cooking and baking classes.

Eventually though I would learn that I hate cooking with a passion. LOL

So here is the news.

After I went to a gsm unlocking service center, they told me that they were unable to do it. so, after days and days of searching for a place that wouldn't charge me an arm and a leg, I found a nice place in centeral london.

The man (a chinese man) went through the process and said to me "Look, 10 out of 10", I was shocked and rather angry.

The man orignally told me (the other place) said to come back in two weeks and he would be able to get a program for it, that was the only problem, he had an incorrect program.

But what the chinese man state, and he reiterated for the people I was with in laymen terms, that man that had originally done it for me had used all the attempts up for unlocking the phone, and he was incompetent. No d'uh. So what could he do? He could download a program FROM the Nokia website and it would be chargeable for him, and therefore me, and then the extra charge for the extra unlocking itself. That in total would be £25, plus, I would need to buy a SIM card, £5, plus I would need to buy a new charger, since I can't find a proper multiplug here, £5, also, minimum pay time purchase, £10. Total £45. However, he called his colleague and said he would give us a discount of £5, so $40, stil expensive.

I needed the phone, so he gave me the address and on I went. Just a few blocks before I hit the address the chinese man gave me, I found a company called 'the car phone warehouse'. And decided to hit the shop. I looked around the shop and found a really cute phone, for a really amazing price. It included everything I would need. SIM, charger, time, and other things. It has very minimalistic gadgets on it, but I don't really need much considering my camera and mp3 player already. I looked at the price, and including time, it would cost total £29.95.


So, I got it. saved money, plus it is cute.

Karaoke -Cosplay cafe.

As many of you know, I am currently living with my fiance, but that is just until I can find my own place. He would be sleeping with me for half the nights of the week. Which would be nice because he would get his own place as well as live with me. So we would have our own space for a while. Then after august (since he had signed a lease or whatever) it would be up, and he would be living with me for the rest of the time. So after that, we would be living together in it's entirety.

So anyways, yesterday and the day before, after he had come home from work we went out to appointments we had all over town. The first one was just down the street in colliers wood.  The second was in Tooting broadway, and the third was in Tooting bec.

Colliers wood was so very nice, just a few minutes from Pascal, and the rent was cheap. a nice garden and the room was rather large. It was very nice.
Tooting broadway was rather nice as well, a bit more in rent though. And Pas didn't like the fact that there was so many men in the area. lol, suck a punk he is.
Tooting bec was NOT tooting bec but was mostly closer to Balham, so the landlord was a liar as to it's location. So we went in and it was DISGUSTING!!! There was piss stains on the floor and it was generally nasty. I was so afraid a cockroach was fall out of something. So we walked back to TB station then took the underground home.

Before we got home though I called the one in Collierswood and said if the room was still available I would love to take the room. At first they said yes I can have it, then they said no it was already given away. I had a bit of an argument with the woman, so we hung up. In an attempt of spite, I called the other number for the same house, and asked for the room. She said it was availble, then she said it was occupied already, so that pissed me off.

I guess they didn't like us.

Oh well.

However, both Pascal and I were rather dissappointed. it was such a nice place, in a good area, close to his place, and very close to his work.

WHY!!!!

puta perra

At January 22nd 2008, my coven held a ritual for Ravensong, age 12, who just started her menses.

sadly, due to the time difference, I was unable to attend the meeting, which leave me slightly disappointed.

The rite went as...

A lot of things inspire me. I had basically a block when it came to anything. Recently, I was on a plane and since it was in the early morning when I woke up, it was like being in the heavens. (I had a window seat.) Immediately, I was inspired and a short, but lovely poem poured out of me:
In front of me,
I see the heavens stretch far and wide.
A rainbow of possiblities.
Behold!
I am Goddess.

Currently, I don't. I quit my job to move to a foriegn country, continent is more accurate.

I used to work as a cake baker/wedding cake designer, and I was rather good. My first ever wedding cake design was featured on th cover of a wedding magazine!
BEAT THAT BITCHES.

However, I quit that job to work as a caterer. Not no more though.
Like I said, currently, I am in between jobs,

A couple of days ago I was speaking with Kat and she was telling me that when I went back to Canada, the little area, where I am now with the computer, Pascal basically owned it. He never once left the area.

She said he was always sad, and quite anti social. We were always on msn, talking with one another.

Guess he missed me.

It's quite cute.

So until I find my own place, I have been staying with Pascal and his flat mates. They consist of: Kat, from South Africa, Tim, from Australia, Steph, from Britain (here), and Pascal, from Mauritius. If you include me, from Canada. So there is five of us living in a  three bedroom flat.

Oh, so 5 of 3? how does that work. Almost two years ago now, Pascal and Steph used to be an item, so they shared a room. Well, 'item' doesn't exactly hold true.  ahem, they were married... It's actually quite upsetting that he still shares a flat with her.

The last time I sang was last night.

A few of us, my boyfriend Pascal, his best friend Jason, and I went to TenPin to shoot some pool, drink and bowl.

At the end of the night, roughly around 2:30 am, the song 'SOS' by Rihanna was on, so out of extreme hyperness due to lack of sleep, i started to belt out along with it.
 
It was the last song I heard.

Recently, due to a major move from continents, I was unable to bring my beloved cats. My sister has take temporary custody of them until I return to my country of origin, Canada.

I knew I would have to give them away but I never though it would be this hard.

Deep in my soul
Love so strong
It takes control

Now we both know
The secrets bared
The feelings show